Rememberance

I am the luckiest Man in the world.
Thank you Tom,
Thank you for believing in me when no one else did.
Thank you for loving me when I could not.
Tonight I remember the love and am blessed to have you in my life

Wonder

My man is my wonder. My wonder Man, The man who makes me wonder. The wonderful man in my life. He is wonderful. So much shit has gone in our life yet somehow we survive. We have a few very dear friends who are there for us we are truly blessed. I am truly blessed.

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Choice

As i long in the night sky,I pondered the reason why.
I know the answer is all around yet at times I allow my pride, my fear, the feelings I hide inside to cloud my vision of truth. Life is not a privilege but a gift. As my cats lay perched on there tree cuddled together my dogs one in bed here with me the other downstairs to keep watch over Tom. My life for a moment is like the breeze of the night. If I allow myself to dream and to relax I can have the peace I so long for. It is written we shall return from were we came from it is that moment when I shut of my head when I trust as my cats that I return and know true peace. When as a eagle soaring across the sky wings stretched out and flowing in a jet stream spanning great distance with little effort. That peace that choice to let go and flow with nature with life to move forward and trust. The choice to be free, the choice to dream, the choice to chose. Life the gift of love. Life the freedom to believe. Life is a moment in time multiplied by a unknown and equal to my actions divided by others reactions. My life today is a choice a choice to be free or in bondage. A choice to give or take, to love or hate. It is I who will decide to honor the gift of life or decimate it.

Out with the old in with the new

Hello world Just thought I would drop a few lines to update.
Tom and I are working on the new house We were able to Paint half the downstairs and clean the floors yesterday.
Lots of work I want to get it done and move in.
The dogs re doing ok I think Thor kinda is upset about the move.
The cats are well you know cats so I dont really need to say much.
I have been up since 4:30 to make sure Tom gets to his doctors this morning, Then off to paint and clean. Oh what a week. I plan on having a party for my Birthday in July. It would be nice the house is so big.

You know this time at home and spending it with Tom is nice. After the move and we are settled in I want to get a new Job and start on a 7 year Plan. If my writing is strange it is because I have to stop every few moments to throw Thor his ball. He is a good baby loves to play ball. My life is at a mixed stage and if I forget to count the great things in it I would focus on the negative and that would be bad. Thank God for Tom the dogs cats family and Friends. Every one have a great Day.

Road trip

Today was a great day. Tom suprised with a road trip to see a friend in Ventura it was nice to be out of the house. We went to the seal protected area. It was nice. We are on the freeway now a accident so it is slow. I had fun


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Dreams

So I just watched this show on t.v. About the family business and following your dreams. That you will never be happy until you do. Why reflecting on this I reliezed I do don't have any dreams I did but I have left them to do survive. I have recently noticed that I do very littel of what I like or have very littel time for myself. Life deals us our cards it is up to us to play the hand


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