The end

life is so strange. I wonder how people ever make it each day. There is poverty pain and loss each day and yet people continue. Hate fuels drive and that is wrong. The world has became a place of evil. The world has become the playground of hurt, and pain. When people try and make it better somethng always makes it worse. I have tried to make myself a better person only to be told I am a evil person. I am sure I will survie yeta part of my heart has been removed. I have to make choices that can affect so many yet this is one time I dont want to.

thanks life

HELP

OK so I went to kansas and I got to spend time wiht my daughters and sister that was great came home that was great Tom brought Steinbeck to get me. Very thoughtful. I love both them

Well friday my sister calls me and her ex husband was acting like a jerk cause I did not go to see him and he was taking it out on my daughters. I am helpless and it pisses me off I was pissed all week end cause I can not do anything. I want to protect them and I know my sister will but why is he being a jerk. And then On saturday Tom and I get in to a fight over stupid ass shit and he dont understand It has nothing to do with him. I am sitting at work stressed about so many things tried to tlk to him he wont talk back I cant do my job wiht all this stress and then if I dont we dont make money and lose all our stuff I hate life today and it is not right what was a good thing one singel jerk turned it into hell. i hate him so much right now. not Tom my sisters ex husband