Alot has changed since I lase wrote. I want to say first I love my life.
I am sitting out by my pool relaxing to the sounds and taking a moment to have peace.
Life is a gift I dont get to enjoy much and I miss Patrick alot. I have decided to find time to find my self. We are living in one of the most beautiful places on earth. We have no more roommates and it is nice. I know as long as I put God first and get out of his way things will only get better. I am trying to learn not to have the need to be in control all the time. Wow what a relief it is to know the world can exist with out my help.
